Happy Father's Day to who ever in the world is a father.

Well I'm finally over this summer flu bull shit I have been dealing with, I spent a few days with a fever and a bloody nose it was not fun. I miss working out!!! I'm going to catch up on some working out tomorrow, hopefully go run some miles :D

Today I went to my grandparents. It was actually nice to go over there, the only person missing today for Father's Day... was my Father... hahaha. I don't really care though It's his day not mine. I found out that my Grandpa Percy was in the Army.. I never ever knew that. It was like the first time ever that we ever talked about something real. It was really cool. I actually feel like he's going to be proud of me and pay attention to me cause of this. He was a cytologist, which is like uncovering and making secret codes for the government. I wasn't expecting that outta him at all. I think that's pretty bad ass. He decorated the house in congratulations and American Flags that made me really happy. My family stood and said a prayer for me and then we started singing God Bless America with our fists together in a circle it was hilarious!

Today Cherrish called me up as well and said she wants to sign up for the Army Tuesday I was like alright I'll take you down there and get you all set up. I think it's going to be a good thing for that girl. I have known her for a long time and she is just so all over the place.. and just never seems happy or confident. I think this will be a great thing for her. She was funny she said that no matter what I'm defiantly one of her greatest friends.. she's right no matter how many times that girl pisses me off I'm still right there for her.

Played a show at Transitions Thursday night. It went pretty well i think. It was at a ska pizza party, and we played an AFI cover and a bunch of instrumental stuff we wrote it was fun, kids seemed to dig it. It was nice to play a show. I wanna do it again, and want to play in front of more people. I HOPE

I leave for Chicago on Wednesday I'm super excited. It's going to be so much fun!!!!!

Saturday was the last day I'll see Ariel. Her Navy going away party and her birthday was then. I'm going to miss that girl so much.. I mean I already do but it hit me hard when I left Saturday from her house. I hope she keeps in touch with me some what. I don't think she completely hates me... I need to let it go.. but she's different and when I'm around her she can be as mean as she wants to me shit she could like beat the shit outta me if she really really wanted to.... and I would still be completely happy.. I'm insane......... but that's the way I have felt bout that girl since before I talked to her.. it's a completely different feeling that I wish I could shake off.. but It just wont fade away.. maybe one day... don't know but I'm only safe in dreams.. IT BLOWS.. I really don't wanna feel this way forever bout her.. it' not right at all.
whatever I'm only human at least I don't obsess or anything just care a lot and with I didn't hope she makes her happy. I know it will be over in the next 2 weeks... it wont last


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