One Year

Today's one year since my best friend Travis passed away. I can't believe it has been 365 day's since he was taken from this world. His mom put it in good words though. She said a friend of her's told her not to think of today as the day he died, more of the day of his spirit's birthday. I think that's a finer way to see today as. Just a celebration and a day to be glad we knew who he was. Some one else said "Travis I'm not crying for you, I'm crying for me" that is so true as well. When I cry because of Travis I know that's not what he wants, but it makes me feel a little better, more real. It sucks I graduated high school and then the next day I get a phone call that one of my best friends is dead. I wonder if that was a sign from the higher power, (whoever or whatever it is) that I'm in the real world now, and this is one of many in my life. It's weird and kinda cruel how life and emotions work here on Earth. Travis was such a unique and very talented individual. He was really his own kind. I'm so lucky to know and had become such close friends with him. He was an amazing musician to work with, and it was a blast playing in a band with him. He became a brother to me, when we would hang out he was such a goof. Now I understand why they say the good die young. He was ahead of his time, and honestly had his own style going. I wonder what else he would have surprised us with. He would have made it big, but in life everything goes for some reason weather there is an answer for it or not. I learned so much from this kid, and he defiantly was a huge shape up in my life. I wouldn't be who I am today if I had never met him. I play my instrument's everyday and still try to learn more and more.
I'm gonna go visit him today, I know he's always with me, well all of us honestly.. It's crazy I'll get in my car and I can see him in my peripheral vision in my back seat just chilling. I think he protects all of us from his mistake. It's also crazy cause the night before his funeral he came in my dream and told me not to come. He said he didn't want me to go there, he just wanted me to play some guitar and just chill like any normal day. He told me not to be all sad and that he's here all the time. It was crazy but yeah.

Wear your seat belts kids!!!!











No One understands that tattoo unless they were in the band or a fan


RIP Travis Kyle Martin - Fly Free - I love you for ever